Depression. In cantonese, ji bai zheng. Really, I'm not cursing. Even i feel like it, i won't! I choose to blog about this because knowing someone who has this severe type of sickness is not easy. It is so easy that the person with ji bai zheng who initially is your friend turn to enemy. Its so freaking heartbreaking to see your friend become like this. Why, simply because i treasure all my friends! Friends are like my second boyfriend.

I do have my depression but not long term. Its the "women" thing so yea, its not dangerous at all. I may scream and yell, but only to 1 or 2 person. Not a problem at all! Long term depression may affect others emotionally, like me. Having a friend with depression is sad. I tried my very best to help but that person is hurting more and more of my friends. Therefore causing myself to have dilemma. =.="

To those who are still doesn't have self-awareness, please, stay away from my friends and me. To those who are looking for solutions, email me. I'll give you my mom's contact. She'll cure you like a guan ni ma. Or if you are now aware after reading my post, and you wish to self-cure yourself, here's links from Wikipedia that I think might be useful for you, highly depends on the level of your intelligence. Here and here.

If you still don't know what the fuck i'm crapping about here, get the fuck out of my life. Thank you. I am awesome. Back to my studies now. Toodles~ Oops, I just cursed. Ouuh yeah!!